Instead of feeling anxiety about the future now I am starting to feel irritated and mad. Probably a better motivating emotion.
Some notes. Doing some physio. Talking to a nutritionist. Doctors have dropped in on me and are pleased with the healing. Cannot really move my legs much. Doctor showed me X-rays today. My legs were not so much broken as they were shattered. I could not bear to look any further, no need to torture myself further.